Saturday, April 25, 2009
25th April 2009, Saturday ll
7:16 AM ll
i shall not write any dates here anymore. hahas. well, today had zone service. i was very surprised with the number of people who came today.. it was like.. wad happen to zone 6? last year, there were alot of people and now.. well.. it's very normal to have this kind of thing happen to our zone. other zones should also have experienced it before. this year is a time of crossing over rite? i believe God is preparing us for something even better in time to come. agree? (:
hey justina! i notice our new style of communication has changed. -.- from talking on phone, to going out, to writing letters, to msn-ing and now this. isn't it amazing? hahas. and apology accepted. just make sure you treat me drink water next time. xD wakakakas. how has life go? great? i think so.. well, actually i dunno wad to say lers.. cause you say you got no interest in studying.. well.. there's no point forcing you, rite? i hope you know the choices you made and not take the wrong choice. it's all about choices, yeah? if you take the wrong path, your life is messed up. if you took the right path, there you are, going through life smoothly. let's hope you make the right choice. (:
hey, i miss the times with you girl.. guess wad? i've been feeling quite lonely sometimes.. i just dunno why.. and also stress.. sometimes, i just feel, well, no one is talking to me.. i'm just.. alone.. and sometimes when i talk to people properly, they will just like "wad lah?" i dunno wad's wrong with them sia.. sometimes, i keep wondering, why can't they talk to me properly like how they talk to other people? i dun get it. i'm also a human, like hello? i simply just dun get it.. sometimes, even though, i have friends in class.. but i do feel lonely.. sometimes, if li en never come school.. joey will go and pei ju hui, leaving me all alone in class.. i dunno wad to say.. then i'll be like.. all alone with no one to talk to.. sometimes, i really feel like breaking out.. but i dun wan as i'm in the class.. i dun wan the people to know.. so i'll just act normal and stuff.. even though i keep going out in their group, but seriously, i just feel left out.. i feel left out everytime.. sometimes, i think i really feel left out even in the group i'm closest to.. i really feel so lonely at times, but i really didn't want to show anyone.. i dunno wad to do anymore.. hais..
i've also been feeling stress ever since N level exams are nearing. how how? i want to go sec 5, but i've got no confidence, in maths especially.. i've been trying to cope in maths already.. but can't.. and because of this reason, i get moodswing.. i get moody, angry, sad very easily.. i really dunno how to destress already.. i can explode anytime.. wad should i do..well that's all i have to tell you. hahas. i've been thinking of making a secret blog which only me and you knows. and put it private of course. hahas. when i make, i'll tell you bahs..
that's all.
byes!(:
