Wednesday, April 22, 2009
22nd April 2009, Wednesday ll
12:01 AM ll
22nd April 2009, Wednesday
i shall start my post with a letter to someone. i hope she'll be able to see it. i shall not say the person's name.
hey, i hope that you'll be able to catch this letter wrote by me. these are wad i wanted to say to you. everytime when i wanted to say this to you, you didn't come school. and even if you come school, i dunno how to start.. hais.. quite a lot of times, i wanted to say, i'm disappointed in you.. firstly for not coming school.. i know that you hate studying, to the max. i understand.. but you said before that you want to score good results.. during the starting of the first term, you were okay.. wad happen? you said you liked maths at the start.. but why.. you dun understand, i can help you.. why give up? secondly, you said you wanted to quit smoking.. ever since last year.. but until now.. i still see you smoking.. i really dunno wad to say.. sometimes, i really wanted to just shout all this STRAIGHT IN YOUR FACE.. but i couldn't.. because you are my BFF.. and i know you wouldn't want to listen to all this nagging.. so i decide to write it here..
hey.. i really want to help you.. but you must give me a chance to. a lot of peopel wants to help you, you must give them a chance to help you.. i wanted the help, but i know you needed it more than me.. a lot of people is helping you. dun give up in your studies and all, okay? i really want to see a newly changed you.. i'm very happy that you said you wanted Christ is your life.. Well, He is in your life.. but you must open up your heart to Him.. He can help you, i know He can, but you must allow Him to go into your life to help you and willing to seek Him.. i won't force you coming to cell and all, cause it's all your choice.. but, i really want to help you.. you can find me anytime, okay?
you might be thinking in your mind now, like "hey, it's my life, why should you bother?" or maybe say "yucks, too mushy for me to take it." or something.. i wouldn't know wad you'll be thinking, but hey, all these things comes from the bottom of my heart.. really... i really hope you'll be able to read this..well.. the letter ends here.. i hope that the person whom i want to send this letter to will be able to read it.. well.. that's all..
BYE~
